and how
Blah blah...so much thoughts...so little sense...does it matter? I tend not to think about it. Cause for the first time I just don't care...my head makes no sense..and i don't care. I have nothing figured out...nothing to work off of...I'm just living the best that i can...and in the end when I'm judged I'll either have a hundred angels behind me...or a hundred in front of me...either way I'm being me.

Jackie Chan Karaoke!
Found it again. This makes me happy.

The Set
I hope I'm a good set designer? or builder? or whatever? I mean these things Kinda come together somehow, and I believe I have some hand in getting it all on stage. I had a lOt of help with "Guys and Dolls," but in coNcept it was all in my head. Same thing with this show. In concept it all is working, and with great help it Starts taking shape. I like the Trial and error system. I'm sure there Are more "engineering" ways of building thiNgs, but this way is fun. You have an idea and you go with iT. But agaIn the help is great. ANd It feels good to put it all together with peoplE.